Everything I Need
Publication Date: September 4, 2014
SarahBeth Pearson has made mistakes, and I might just be the biggest one of them all. After spending months keeping secrets and lying to everyone close to us, it’s all fallen apart and we are each left alone to pick up the pieces.
I’ve loved SarahBeth in one form or another her entire life. The steps that brought us closer together weren’t easy for me to take. After letting her dictate our relationship, I’ve found myself practically homeless and estranged from my closest friends.
Now I’m left trying to move on, finding a new place to live and getting everything I need in order, while she’s trying to mend her broken heart. There’s just one problem…SarahBeth’s still keeping secrets - and her secret just might change everything.
"Isn't that SarahBeth?" Melanie asks, looking over to where a small
blonde and a brunette are running towards a hallway between stores that
leads to restrooms. I jerk around in my seat, trying to look closer and when
I see Tyler watching after them, holding a purse and a few shopping bags, I
know for sure it's them. At my nod, Mel touches my hand, bringing my gaze
back to her earnest one. "Don't you want to go check on her? Make sure
Do I want to? Yes, absolutely. Should I? Well, that's another matter
entirely. I look back to the corridor they disappeared through, but don’t see
them any longer. Just when I'm about to tell her no, I don't want to check on
her, Tyler's eyes meet mine and the blatant worry in them has me nodding
and heading in his direction. I don't look back to see if Melanie followed me
because honestly, all I can think about is what could possibly put that look
in Tyler's eyes.
"Is she okay?" It's all I can do to keep my voice level when I reach him
and ask the question I need the answer to the most.
Tyler's looking everywhere but at me when he replies, "Yeah mate, she's
fine. You can go back to whatever you were doing now." His voice is hard,
it's easy to tell he's not happy at finding me with Mel, but his feelings aren't
what worry me now.
Before I can ask any more questions, Olivia and Sarah are walking back
in our direction. They both stop in their tracks when they see me standing
with Tyler. The moment she notices Melanie standing next to me her
already pale skin loses all color and she begins backing up, away from our
little group. The hurt in her eyes has me moving towards her before I can
even process it. I want to explain myself. When what I'm doing registers,
I stop, trying to keep myself in place, but when her eyes fill with tears and
they overflow, rolling soundlessly down her cheeks, I melt.
Reaching her, I cup her face in my hands, brushing away the tears as
she trembles beneath me. It's the first time I've really touched her since
everything went to shit and having my hands on her, having her this close
to me, I feel like I've come home. Unable to hide the emotions racing
across my face, I let her see just how much I've missed her as her breath
catches in her throat. Her eyes are bouncing back and forth between mine
in disbelief while the look on her face has me aching to touch my mouth to
hers, to pull her into me so I can hold her.
I don't get the chance to do any of that because at the same time a hand
touches my back, SarahBeth sucks in a breath and steps back, her eyes
brimming with tears even while she glares up at me, betrayal all over her
face. I want to explain, to tell her what I'm doing here with Mel, to reassure
her that it's not what it seems, but in the back of my head I think this is a
good thing. I want her to let go of me, to begin to move on, to find someone
that deserves her. Letting her think I've replaced her, no matter how much
it hurts us both, is probably for the best.
"Wait SarahBeth," Melanie begins as I step away from her touch.
Instead, I grab the hand that was on my back and link our fingers together,
this draws both her eyes and SarahBeth's. Mel's looks confused, but
SarahBeth's guts me. She stares at our linked hands with an expression
that's a cross between fury and despair before swiping her hands across
her cheeks to brush away the few falling tears, and meeting my gaze head
Her eyes are sparking with a fire I haven't seen in so long that I'm almost
relieved. As she straightens her spine and holds her head high. she turns
to Mel and smiles. Just barely tipping the corners of her lips up her smile
is clearly fake but there nonetheless, she says, "It's fine really. I'm glad
he has someone." Mel starts to speak up, but SarahBeth keeps her eyes
on me as Olivia walks up beside her, puts an arm around her shoulder
and glares at me. If looks could kill...that girl hates me. She starts to say
something in her ear, but Sarah shakes her head. "There's nothing to say.
I'm done with this," with that said she scoots out from under Olivia's arm
and turns her back on me, this time I'm sure for good, and leaves me to
watch her walk away from me this time.
Tyler hurries to walk after them, muttering, "You're a bloody idiot mate,"
as he passes me. He doesn't get far before he stops, turns around and
glares at me, much like Olivia did. "If you only knew..." he shakes his
head, "Well, that would have gone a lot differently." I don't get the chance
to ask him what he means before he heads after them, dropping an arm
across each of their shoulders and handing the bags he was holding to
The Nashville Nights Series
Save Me From Myself (Nashville Nights #1)
Never Wanted More (Nashville Nights #0.5)
Everything I Shouldn’t (Nashville Nights #2)
Everything I Need (Nashville Nights #3)
Pretending He's You
Stacey is the New York Times & USA Today Bestselling Author of Second Chances (co-authored with H.M. Ward) and the Nashville Nights series.
She is also a wife, mother, writer and self-professed bookwhore - not necessarily in that order! As the mother of three growing boys, her Kindle has become her temporary escape from the insanity of boys, dogs and her husband. Stacey can usually be found curled up with her iPad when she's supposed to be writing or creating endless playlists on Spotify!